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Monday, August 31, 2009

woke up at freaking 4.30 a.m. today and was walking around the house for my sis to come out of the toilet -.- and i frigging reached sch at 6.05 a.m. today cuz vicky had to be in sch by 6.15 to go help out with decor. AND 6.05 IS EARLY, LIKE SERIOUSLY! went up to raffles room (which is currently 207's class room) and was trying to connect to the wireless from the UMPC for 1h 15 min. YES, WHY MUST TODAY BE THE DAY THAT THE WIRELESS IS SCREWED??!

yeah, so while waiting for wireless to connect i was so bored cuz no one was in class other than me -.- so started looking thru AYC photos in the comp!! hahah, and was listening to songs! yeah, the later part we had ACES day workout(some of us had fun cuz we were too high ready :D) and then teachers' day celebration! teachers' day celebration was good i guess but i preferred last time's one....but anyways, i and prem went on cheering cuz too high ready! xD hahah, and some of batchmates were looking at us weirdly O.o then later went back to class for class party! yeah, then usual stufff and yadayada....

then most of them left for pri sch but i didn't! :((((( I KNOW....fhsdhjsfhvbsfhvhbsfjvjbsdf.....actually stayed back to have lit project discussion cuz will not have other time the next few days...hahah, and ms wong came to class and only like 7 around of us were left. then went she was abt to leave we were blocking her way and were singing phantom of the opera song OFFTUNE, HAHAH! then like after 5 to ten minutes of our offkey singiing we let her go cuz she had some duty to do xP ahahah, actually i and cher decided to start lit pt at 12 noon then we digress like siao . and i ended up koping SO MANY SONGS FROM LOUISA!XD then again the wireless was scrwed so we went to sch library and i and cher came out with this REALLY COOL LOGO!!XD

then later went back to raffles room and Jo's grp was filming their CSI skit so i ended up attaching my earpiece to the com and was stoning while listening to songs ! XD till i got bored so went back home and by then it was too late to go back pri sch :(

lol, looks my sis had a lot of fun today and her class is really cool! no surprise they enjoyed themselves today!!oh and the video for they did for the teachers was also like damn cool sia!XD SERIOUSLY, IT IS KICKASS AWESOME! it was not like any normal boring video....the teachers are damn lucky! hahah, the crazy bunch of 301-ners!go see facebook and see if she uploaded any videos or photos!XD

last thursday, last block mrs chia was not in and the best thing was it was RAINING HEAVILY! during lunnch i and prem were like getting wet in the rain then more frens joined in!! haha, then we went arnd giving free hugs to the dry people! then more ppl saw what we were doing and joined us in the rain! jolyn and joan even attempted to jive in the rain!XD
hahah, then the security guard (who was holding an umbrella) was like "okay...." and then later we went back to class and WE HAD THE FUNNEST PART THERE!XDD

P.S. the raffles room is damn cool and i dun think i shld post why on the blog cuz if anybody hu's not supposed to see it, sees it 207 will be introuble >< but boy, it was fun!

what we could have been, 5:57 AM.

Friday, August 14, 2009

today was awesomely fun :) during aesthetics music teacher was not around so lou,val, prem and i started singing. then the singing grp got bigger and bigger and than the whole class was there. sing until i had no more songs left in my brain. then with the "austrian went yodelling" stuff and then we ended up with charades. and lastly gossiping abt teachers. as in the way they speak and stuff. simply hilarious luh! then after sch had CCA handover ... sad..but i did not expect the PS post! then left halfway for PSB interview then came back later part. omg, and i and chun hui saw Jiaying and the first thing which came to our mind was AYC! hahah, yeah and we went to talk to her. then later joelle came and so on....hope i can concentrate more in my work! no more tears left today for guides farewell...all was used up yesterday.

what we could have been, 6:11 AM.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

i have been feeling damn empty and hollow that AYC is over. just emailed one of the vietnamese delegates! xD i was walking around sch in AYC daze and evrythng i cld think abt was "AYC this and AYC that". and i nearly cried when one of my classmates started singing the YMCA song (she didnt know i was suffering from post-AYC blues) and yeah, i only got 2 basketball shots cuz i was emo-ing. and one of my fren was like "are you okay? or is this the new Kanages i am seeing?" ahhhh, i just want back AYC'09!

i didnt want to do anythng else than go back in time. during morn assembly, i looked at my watch and went like "i would have been at YMCA at this time probably having breakfast". and the whole day "AYC" was ringing in my head. and i slept during geog lesson and having to sit at the front row of class the teacher asked me to go wash my face. and yeah, after that , every lesson i went to wash my face to prevent myself from sleeping.

thanks would go across to everybody and esp. grp 4 faclos but being there all the time. hahah, i rmber cheering for every single thing that included grp 4 or vietnam 1 ! xD and i rmber screaming during ASEAN DAY and NDP celebration and waking up damn freaking late on friday with only five mins to throw on clothes and no time to comb hair.and walking around bugis, chinatown, ion orchard and wisme atria with hair still in the tangle from the sleep. and i still have a lot of AYC photos to upload and tag!

yesterday i missed lunch with my fellow lovely SLOs cuz i, ash, nghi and wan jing went to the terminal to sent off our dear vietnam delegates. Viet Nam MOT! then, yes i cried, and we were hugging each other and stuff. come back next year delegates! i love you guys! i shld be studying for math test tmrw now but i really need to get a lot of feeling out of my chest. there's so much i want to say but my fingers are too slow to match according to the thought running thru my brain.

when we went back to YMCA after farewell dinner, vietnam 1 was singing "goodbye" in vietnamese for us. and i cld not take it anymore and i broke down. actually i cried b4 that....but nvm.

oh yeah, then yesterday i went back to have lunch with ash, nghi and wanjing. and yeah, i still owe nghi the SMILE game!bugis food junction is starting to fill nostalgic. when i first met my dear grp 4 Faclos there for the first time when we got to know each other, we had dinner there, and we brought our CBWS vietnam grp there for lunch one of the days and we ended off by having lunch together as grp 4 Faclos on the last day. i am still trying to hold back tears thinking of all the memories that the ppl around me at AYC have created for me. grp 4 faclos really taught me that you can be bonded in those longest and shortest 8 days. i love you guys loadS!

oh, and ASEAN DAY WAS THE BLAST, BABY!i freaking enjoyed myself at J8. and then on our way to J8 the grp 4 faclos were singing songs! hahah, and nghi was videoing while i, ash, and wan jing were singing welcome to my life in a non-emo manner. that day was really a great one! hahah, and i rmber how seetoh and i saboed ash and nghi to sing love story during AYC idol. hahah, towards the end of the song wan jing, i, and seetoh joined in. afterall it was our idea! hahah, and seetoh and his saliva joke till i laughed till my stomach hurt. oh yeah, grp 4 go check out for your six packs after AYC from laughing at seetoh's jokes. seriously!

xD then i still rmber when some of the SLOs were having closing ceremony briefing in the hotel room and the "pop" joke and preshant who went like "i never POP!"! lol! hahah, and we were making jokes abt his overgrown-ness. there is so much things i want to say, seriously, but too much memories are flooding back.

and the grp 4 Faclos we were like talking abt how we ALL shld come back for next year AYC though it wld be different...and hopefully be back in our bonded grp 4 faclos grp. oh and the day 8 morning we bought Macs breakfast for our Vietnam grp and gave away the extras to ppl we knew. then during lunch,seetoh SMS-ed us and went like "i cried today". it was hard taking it in cuz he was the guy that made evryone laugh even when i was crying. i think when he saw the vietnamese and indonesian delegates leaving in the bus then it dawned upon him.

Sometimes, i admire Nghi for being strong and not crying. i guess he's used to it ready cuz he came to boarding sch in s'pore when he was in sec 3. and he was like telling us how evry time he came to the airport he wanted to go back to vietnam! AYC was my first for a lot of things which includes:

- playing guitar (it was ziyad's guitar)for my first time with Joelle's help, actually it was Love Story
- speaking vietnamese
- learning how to say you are a gay santa claus with white beard in Chinese
- and many many other stuff which i will hold on to.

oh yeah, then we SLOs did a SLO(W) video hahah! thanks to zhuo ning for putting together the videos and the SLOs for the photos. lol, and i still rmber that i was the one who inserted in randome sub titles! i have to admit that some of the song choices were not appropriate and to make it worse, the lyrics were not heard and only the music came out. but stilll.....IT WAS GOOD!

i miss everything abt AYC and even the dorm at YMCA! it had been home for 6 nights with a couple of AWESOME people.
and i know i am not the only one suffering from post-AYC....i just came across Rifdi's blog and i wld like to insert an extract from it which brought me close to tears:

"I'm sorry to my groups for being such a neglectful SLO, and not doing my duties to the max of my potential. If you all had anything short of an enjoyable time, it's my fault. I look at all the other groups (especially Group 4), and envy them for their togetherness. Their SLOs all rock socks, and I always feel like the weakest link amongst them, choosing to hide behind my lens instead."

firstly, rifdi helped to take photographs like anythng to capture the lovely times evryone had. i really salute him for working behind that camera for days. and the second part of the extract was the one which brought me to tears. damn it, I FREAKING LOVE YOU GROUP 4 AND ASH,NGHI AND WAN JING!YOU GUYS BETTER COME BACK NEXT YEAR!I ALSO LOVE YOU TOO, VIET NAM MOT! (that means vietnam 1 in vietnamese)It's hard creating a bonded grp of people and even harder letting them go. it's like you continue giving them evrythng you can though you know you will end up crying later even when you know it.

TO ALL THE PEOPLE OF AYC, YOU MAYBE A FACLO,OT OR DELEGATE BUT SERIOUSLY THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A CHANCE TO WORK WITH YOU GUYS AND CREATE THOSE MEMORIES!

ALSO, HATS OFF TO SOPHIA, JIA YING, YUH YIING AND ZHONG MIN! xD you guys made it awesome for evrybody.

and lastly.....

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOUU!!

what we could have been, 4:23 AM.

Monday, June 29, 2009

back to school after hols. this june hols seems to be the only ever fulfulling hols in my 13.5 years of my life cuz i really didnt give a damn about workload.....i was so overloaded and exhausted after the first semester. today, school was quite slack and the day just flew by. but i really can't stand the two temperature takings per day!! hahah, we were like telling pick up lines and stupid jokes in sch during science lesson cuz the teacher's timetable was different from ours and she didn't come to our class for the first lesson. heheh, had one whole free block to catch up stuff with friends. urgh, i was trying to solve a math question for the past 1 hour and i just realised i could not get the right answer cause my calculator was in another FREAKING MODE. and i am like WTH????? and today i have been cursing ALOT. i wasted 1 whole hour! sheesh,it's already second semester. gotta limit my computer usage and buck up and pull up my GPA. trying to keep my weekends and not weekdays for msn,facebook and blog. heheh,i just broke that rule! just a few more months then it's over. come on, i can do it.

what we could have been, 9:15 AM.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

hey,world!ahhh, can't stand the noise in the toilet. some renovating is going on there and my ear is gonna bleed seriously!had to shift alll the stufff into the study room and now the room is packed with food, cups , study tables, books and a loooooonnnng list! aiyah, have not started anythng AGAIN and have math test tmrw at Aspen.grrrrr.....around two more days for sch to start. lately i realised that i dun really like to share with anyone what i am thinking/feeling directly to people. i guess i'm much of a introvert and not someone who would confide into anyone. i'd rather people talk and i listen and that's pretty much what has been happening for a long time (yeah, people do confide into me =)). much of a listener i guess!

hahah, was reading my pri sch best friend's blog (Shobana) and boy, was i touched!! this is what she wrote:

"Hey guys:) changed the blogskin. Hope it is nice. Hurray! My bestie for life was free to chat with me! She is one and only Kanages =). i known her ever since i entered brownies. And that was when we were primary three :O! That is five years of friendship!!! She is really understanding, loving, nice, friendly, smart, pretty, caring! And she invited me to go to the guides carnival this saturdae. i can see my dear at last!! Hope my mum allows me. Please,please,please. Btw, i am not in guides. Damn. I shld have joined guides and futher wad i had learnt from brownies."

and so on her blog post goes. i was really surprised and touched when i read her blog post. and yeah, of course memories of primary school flooded my mind. the crazy things we used to do together. hahah, and how we got scolded and praised by the brownie teacher together. and the endless jokes and laughter, even last year when we went back to help for the three days camp! boy, those were the times......that i'll never forget EVER. xD

yeah, tommorrow have the guides carnival (my pri sch bestie coming too!) and then later tuition annd then later my uncle's house and then poof another day gonna go again! sunday to recover and monday back to school.

yesterday, evening had some birthday celebration. hahah, and my sis koped this really BIG AND HUGE beer bottle like shaped and coloured balloon from the partaaay back home!! yeah, and i and my eldest sis went to eat then walk around the place talking (actually she did the talking)and stufff, then, spotted a playground and challenged each other on the swing then walked by the edge of the swimming pool. then went back to join the 70th brithday celebration and so it goes onnnnnnn.

oh and here are the tag replies:

shobana>>>> hey, will link you soon. and see ya tmrw! xD

denise>>>> hahah, i've blogged after eons! oh and btw, the shrunken $2 note was a paper note and not a plastic one!! go try put it in the washing machine for a few weeks! hahah, we should try that for science investigative project one day!

ziying>>>>hey, of course i still rmber you!! how will i not! xD

MEMORIES I'LL HOLD ON TO. xD

what we could have been, 10:44 PM.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

is it just me or do i get amused easily??? xD

aiyah, everything is so shitty right now (other than being amused) .grrrr.....

i feel like an idiot for wearing a glove for only my right hand and not my left hand when i was dyeing my mum's hair black earlier on. now my index finger and my thumb have black stains and it looks disgusting and gross . stupid me, next time have to rmber wear gloves when dye people's hair!

WOOHOO!!! i managed to read finish the tamil lit type book for the project and i read the WHOLE book yesterday!!! hahah, actually thanks should go to my mum cuz she was reading to me and when she got tired of reading i read. ya, so we took turns reading out the whole book ALOUD :) okay, but i still got the projects to do and a lot of stuffff....sigh

hahah, i just realised that my sis really overload the laptop with a hell lot of documents and when she's feeling pissed i suppose she saves the document under a nice name called ".....shit"!!

that's all for now. buhbye =)

what we could have been, 7:11 PM.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

few more days for school to start. i dunno whether i am happy or sad abt it. OH, YA!! i just remembered something....my $2 note shrunk!! IT FREAKIN SHRUNK!!! cuz today i was just going thru my short's pocket and i took out a $2 note. when i opened up the note, i compared it to a normal note and i realised that my $2 note was smaller than the other....hahah, and then it occurred to me that my precious shrunken $2 note really had been in for a roller coaster ride in the washing machine for weeks. cuz whenever i wear my shorts i dun really check the pockets. so, it has been in and out for the washing machine for weeks! hahah, tat explains the shrunken note. but i thought it was pretty cool!

i just went around reading a few blogs and i realised that some of the blogs really are thought-provoking and really get you to think about some stufff. i was reading some entries and i realised how some of them have matured from being a pri sch kid to a sec sch teen. hahah, see how the childish fervour disappears and gets replaced with other stufff. it's interesting! ahh, tat makes me regret deleting my blog in p6 and starting one back in towards the end of last year. it would be nice to know how i've changed :) but i realise that i have always been groaning of a lot of stuff (which i really got to stop and learn to appreciate more stuff) in my blog like how hols are gonna end or i have to clear my messy table.

can't believe that june hols are gonna be over mainly (yeah, one again i am groaning!) because i have been slacking and going out alot. last friday i went to JB and watched Drag Me To Hell and Night At The Museum 2! when you go watch Drag Me to Hell, bring along your friends who love to scream :D i was shoving my jacket inside my mouth to resist myself from screaming, actually the story is sad but visual and sound effects makes it seem scary and i feel like an idiot for being fooled :) Night at the Museum 2 was okay i guess but i thing the first movie was more funny!! hahas, that reminds me of the thinker in the movie which goes : "I'm thinking, I'm thinking". oh ya, and the monkey slapping stufff in the movie! go watch!

then yesterday i was out for the entire day!! had AYC stuff in the morning and then it end around 1 p.m. ya, then some of the RGS girls and VS guys went to have lunch. and i had like 1.5 hour before i had to leave for Bugis for tuition. so, i and Zhuo Ning went Taka and walked around and stufff. left there around 3 p.m. then went to Bugis for tution. after that i realised that no one was at home cuz they were in my grandma's house so i had to go to Bukit Merah and i left there only at 11.20 p.m. and i went back home and was too tired. was talking with my sis until 12.30 a.m. actually before i sleep i usually talk stuff (which is usually funny or nonsense stuff) with my sis, just seems like another habit of mine.poof, another day gone just like that! yeah, but i dunno what got over me yesterday and i was having a lot of mood swings from being sad to happy to pissed and i really dunno what's going on. oh boy, i just feel like i am blabbering.

ahhh, later need go east coast park today and i really dun feel like going out especially today! but sigh, do i have a choice?? grrrrrrr, i still have a lot of math stuff, SIP and TL PT to do. yeah, haven't started anything at all!! i've got one more week to chiong my stuff!! funny how it seems that time flies! the last time i blogged was last week and now it's this week and everything still seems the same. yeah, when sch starts i guess i would not really have much time for blogging and other stuff with a hectic term ahead!! woah, tis has been my longest blog post for some time =) till the next time i blog, buhbye!

what we could have been, 6:37 PM.